Monday, May 31, 2004
i'm full! had special dinner...my grandfather's birthday..so the entire family went out for dinner...all.....48 of us i think...rough figure....the food was good but becos of a wedding the food came kinda slow..but we din mind....MUCH...had an opportunity to hang out with all my little cousins...din haf much time nowdays..we used to meet up every sat..now we onli meet on occasions...good thing we're still KINDA close..oldest one on the table...feel so old....the youngest one is like 3 rest are in upper secondary....anyways...found out one of my cousins birthday is tml and his plan is jus to play computer games in his fathers office so i decided to bring him out for a movie tml..n the rest of the little rascals are coming along too..big cousin paul bringing everyone out! yay...who's paying? better not be me...sobs
anyway.....was jus chattin when i realise i let gurls get to me too easily...their words...their everything...from now..i stand firm to neva be affected by a gurl ever again...sounds kinda serious so...perhaps not let any gurl SERIOUSLY affect me..ya..sounds about right...i doubt i'll be able withstand much so yeah...building a wall? sound like i'm tryin to dig up some sympathy for myself....shit this sux....
SIP's starting! help....i dun think i'll be able to wake up... i tried to sleep early last nite...1135 i think...i woke up @ 245 am and couldn't fall asleep til 6 plus...that totally sucked man...i was sittin on my red bean throne in the dark with the radio on tryin to sleep....but but...my body clock is screwed...any gurls wanan screw me right again? hehe sorry jus a joke...i'm more interested in old women...with lotsa money yeah~ money money moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
post by sneaker at 12:34 AM (x)
Saturday, May 29, 2004
alrighty..jus got home...somethings up with me man...u noe when people get into depression and start feelin really low...yeah...i'm feeling exactly the opposite...haf no idea why i'm feelin wonderful....happy bout the world....and wadeva stuff..like wad fang said..i'm @ my peak now...haha thats cool man..really motivates me..will not elaborate on 'peak'..thats a secret...anyways i jus love my friends man....they rock we haf fun..doin absolutely nothin..thanks to them....i'm puttin on even more weight...
wad i did today was practically wad i've been doin everyday..and it started pretty much similar..how original..zzzz..woke up around 3pm...slacked watched tv n den the mahjong addicted couple called up..they were bowling @ marina south den wanted to go for dinner den play mahjong over @ teresa's place..they couldn't decide wad to do til dinner time so in the end they came over and while zhi quan happily trashed my ass @ winning 11 teresa slept with the tv on outside...ordered pizza to be delivered to teresa's house...den when to pick up the foreva winning sinyee den went over to teresa's place with 2 cars.. ok end of the similar part of almost everyday...THE WEIRD THING TODAY WAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i din win a single round except the last round of BEI which i won ... 2 tai...how exciting...thank goodness i onli lost $12 which is alot cos i'm low on cash becos of 'you noe wad'...den from there we went newton for supper....ordered stingray..$12 large.....came one small miserable plate of BLEH! den we went to lao pa sak to continue supper haha...freaky yea? having supper @ 2 places..even the hardcore chiongster sinyee said it was her 1st time doing somethin so 'stupid,dumb' dunno wad she said...ordered stingray again....$10 small one...more expensive pricing @ lao pa sak but potion was much bigger....had sotong too delicious!!!!! gonna haf more when my sis gets back...den 3 of us started tokkin bout all kinda shitty stuff...chattin n enjoy atmosphere there..cooling nite air stuff...talked too long...den we left..oh yeah...we wanted to visit this abandoned HDB building near zhiquan's house jus to scare sinyee but the area had been sealed off...was still accessible last week...haha entire building no lights ground floor sealed off...it's freaky especially drivin past it 2-3 am ....sends shivers down the spine man....
anywayssssssssssssssss...i'm extremely hyped lately....still high on liquor i suppose...saw the packet of potato chips i bought @ NTUC with my mother...we dun buy snacks and stuff...cos we're vain..haha den that day we went in to buy groceries...me n my mum stood in front of the shelves and we looked @ each other with the 'so long neva eat...i wanan eat' look so i stocked our basket full of DOuble decker crackers, Calbee prawn crackers, Jack n jill potato chips, roller coaster, Super ring...den walked around NTUC den i felt guilty....i honestly haven't had a single packet of titbits for 3-5 years....i'm a vain person...so...i went to return everything....hahahaha except for the chili jack n jill potato chips..cos i heard my mother crying " leave one packet la" haha...n now the packet is still on our dining table...not opened..
tempting us.....ooooooooooooooooooooo i can't...i mustn't....someone...share it with me? haha it's 4.29am now...i'm gonna go jogging now! yes i will!!!!!!!!!
or shld i jus sleep walk? heh heh heh
post by sneaker at 4:06 AM (x)
Thursday, May 27, 2004
zzz woke up around 1pm today.....was freakin tired but my friend called me up..haven seen him for a long time..den saw him last nite in zouk..dancing up on the platform...he was my best friend in sec skool til he dropped out..that ass..super charmer always gettin gurls to jump into his bed with him...anyway was damn farni...saw him being dragged off by a whole buncha 'GURLS' yeah surgery gurls.. can't believe the dude himself...being taken by guys after years of claiming young gurls lives...haha
anyways...caught up with his life...slacking around after ns traveling and clubbing all the time now...last nite was pretty fun...went with mingjie, sinyee and yi fang...(i can start putting names as these people visit my blog now..haha...din wanna put names before...wanted to keep this as annoymous as possible but i guess being open doesn't hurt anyone) i had fun...they might not believe it but i did..enjoyable time although it was jus the 4 of us and they were nice enuff to head over to phuture for my sake..SO NICE GREAT PEOPLE! <--happy rite miss liew.....anyway miss liew introduced some pretty gd lookin frens...ooooo caught my eyes and occupied my heart the whole nite.....haha sounds abit too serious...i had fun...although i din drink much..cos i'm able to name exactly wad i drank....couldn't drink too much too...i had
1 mos burger ice milk tea
1 flaming lambourghini
2 tequila shots
1 jug vodka lime ( which i din drink much cos of the milk tea..bloated!)
1 cuppa vodka orange
pretty memorable time @ zouk...i think honestly most enjoyable time i had...i feel so...HAPPY...haha got no idea why...but i'm happy!
oh yea...for those who were wondering...i went for the court case yest 2 pm court 21..for speeding yes yes....i'm a safe driver now..i think...or i try to be...anyway...some stuff u guys should noe..
1) dun hafta wear formal to enter
2) anyone can enter(except to the courtroom)
3) the judge dude doesn't wear the white wig
4) he doesn't sit up there alone
5) there's no such thing as leniency
6) every record u had like failure to put seatbelt will be pulled
7) pay now or go to jail
mine was $800 or 8 days jail..and obviously....i chose jail..oops...time for lights out! hafta change to prison uniform n sleep....prisoner 0383983254482311 reporting for lights out!
post by sneaker at 1:44 PM (x)
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
ok peeps...check this out...let me noe wad u think..remember to READ EVERY WORD...
When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when you're mad cos u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my moind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what
ok i hope u read everything...had to tell u guys to cos usually nobody reads lyrics posted on a blog...so check it out the lyrics rock...touching words...*sigh* haha it's a song by aslyn - thats when i love you....not some poem written by me...but if any of u out there tot i wrote it...jus continue to imagine that i wrote that myself..impressive huh? got this song for quite some time..tot i should share the lyrics cos it played while i was blastin music in my car...went for supper...AGAIN! yes i noe..bedok 85 was the destination..chicken wings...bbq bbq..delicious....such a rare occasion that mr. chia and his gf would wanan come down to bedok..so i had no excuse to reject them..had to pump my petrol too...din notice it was 2cm from the red bar thingy...heh...wouldnt be too nice if i stalled in the middle of orchard road...last thing i need would be another ticket from the GREat WONDERFUL SINGAPORE TRAFFIC POLICE ASSOCIATION BLAH BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!! hope i dun get arrested for this...but..GOVT u r soooooooo unfair!!!!!!!!! ok....done..
i'm bored...i need someone to entertain me....now...4am...yes now! wake up entertain me....before i start listening to soppy love songs or blasting rock songs...ok i better sleep sometings not rite with me......
post by sneaker at 3:43 AM (x)
Monday, May 24, 2004
man i'm cravin for jap food...suki sushi!! suki sushi rox man.. they got this buffet thing...u can eat anything u wan as much as u want...plus they got this side bar which has raw/cheesebaked oysters, raw/cook scallops, teppanyaki, dim sum, and salad..IMAGINE THAT? gotta plan to go there again...ooo i hunger.. . . . . . . i'm bored and hungry...seems like my stomach is becoming used to being filled @ 3am...went to newton to eat last nite the wanton mee is nice...but $4 man.. sheesh...went there after mahjonging slurps...wanted to eat stingray but kinda ex. so had one ton of mee....yeah..lame i noe..
SOMEBODY TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
post by sneaker at 6:21 PM (x)
Saturday, May 22, 2004
help me someone...perhaps i shld see a doctor..woke up 6am yest. and i woke up 7pm today! amazing me.... went got mahjong last nite thx to the persuasive powers of some dude and his gurlfren..came over to my house on false pretences of " i come over play winning 11 with u " den drag me off to play mahjong.....played til 330am den went over to newton for supper..large crowd there still..probably due to after clubbing meals...being friday and all.. i wanan go clubbin toooooooooo... anyways...drove around for abit after eating tryin to find some place to chill ended up unable to find that place..wad a waste..reached home around 5am den slept for...14 hours? wow..
wanted to jus chill someone to sort my thoughts out...kinda confused lately..bout everything...haf no idea how to go about doing stuff...my life seems to be stuck in one point in time..always hanging around this stage and doesn't seem to be going anywhere.....doubt anyone understands except myself...i'm freaky! haha
post by sneaker at 9:33 PM (x)
Friday, May 21, 2004
aye i can't believe my luck...could hardly sleep the whole nite.. super duper ultra power hot and humid... why must my air con start leakin now? zzzzzz i am hot n sleepy..gave up eventually and went to macdonalds for long awaited big breakfast...onli like the scrambled eggs..oooo den went to service my missie lancer..oil change and stuff...she's one high maintanence gurl man..$126 in an instant.. plus petrol fees coming soon...gonna be another $160
thats bout $300 plus misc stuff.. in a mth..crazy man CRAZY!!! i'm goin broke...gotta find a job...who'll pay for someone to stay home n slack? pls let me noe..i'm proficient in goin for late nite suppers...erm...accompanying u any time of day....yes yes lookin for sugar momma...transport provided by myself and lotsa crappy nonsense i can whisper to u like...." ur wrinkles are as beautiful as the contours of the earth" u like? i knew u would....gimme a call or drop me a msg all applicants accepted
Cheerios!
post by sneaker at 3:52 PM (x)
Thursday, May 20, 2004
finally i get a day to stay home and rest..or slack..i love my usual routine of doin nothin @ home....seems like i've been packin my days with lotsa stuff....hardly had time to stay home n accompany my mum..feel kinda bad..anyway..although i was home most of yest. i din get my 'peace'...was woken up @ 12pm!!! can u imagine that? by one sms n one fone call..2 of my closest gal pals called and said they were comin over..." don't worry la..we come den u jus sleep can one!" and we ended up 3 of us cookin and chattin in the kitchen...eatin talkin eatin talkin...like one of those typical gurl hang out days...damn doesn't reflect well on me man...so girly! ahhh nvm...but was quite fun..tokkin bout all sorta stuff cookin ...best of all I DIDN't hafta wash up! haha
we snacked on cheesedogs, seaweed chicken, my speciality microwave eggs and chicken wings til dinner time...den we went to pick another one of my gal pal..n went to swensons orchard for desserts.. den from there....went back to east side to pick another gurl(tze wei) to play mahjong....woah...i jus realised i had one gurly outing day...this is bad... anyway.... tze wei won..alot extreme luck extremeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee unimaginable luck..den we went to eat bah chok mee @ katong area...'Chai Chee Bah Chok Mee' den went home...oh yeah...i got some dog's lucky shit on my shoe...CRAPPY
anyway...had to stay home..reasons - The O.C, and accompany my mother..guess wad? she's goin out on shopping spree with my aunty! ahhhhhhhhh she doesn't go shoppin unless it's with my sis...n my sis now being in aussiland...she doesn't get to shop...least she's makin her own plans now..enjoying herself.....but...that leaves me with my dad..means...dinner i hafta settle myself! ahhhhhh
anyone wanan order pizza? den we can makan n watch The O.C let me noe before 2230 or 10.30 pm thxxxx
post by sneaker at 6:07 PM (x)
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Summary of my plans for this holidays(things done and planning to do) :
1) sleep (hardly got any...den again...waking up @ 3pm everyday is kinda considered sufficient sleep)
2) Bedok 85 chicken wings! (had some...need to have some MORE)
3) Turtle soup( lets see....few stalls to hit..paya lebar, tiong bahru, geylang and hopefully bugis...)
4) Frog porriage @ geylang...( all the exotic dishes...yups)
5) BBQ half chicken w/rice ( opposite Temasek POlytechnic)
5) fish n co ( fish and vegetable and a side order of fried calamari....with a little of "can i haf some lemon butter sauce? thx" ...ok ALOT of that)
6) mahjong! ( i won some...i lost some MORE..zz gotta be more superstitious)
7) clubbing!! !! ( went chinablack last nite..been long time since i went clubbing...how incredibly lucky do u hafta be to see gurls dancing in their underwear? very i suppose..or unlucky? haha u decide)
8) jogging( i went running for the 1st time in ...... 6 years haha late 4 am jogs feels great..especially when u're lying on the floor gasping for air thinkin u're bout to die...oooo liberating!)
9) clean up my room? yes yes mother! soon soon mother! wad wad mother? haha
10) the ultimate food hunt with my sis( she's coming back from aussiland and gonna bring her on a food trip to enjoy spore food cos she misses it...anyone interested jus let me noe...most prolly gonna include good food listed above n more..like newton blackpapper crayfish...we'll be drivin around in my trusty missy lancer! woo)
11) back strengthening excercises ( yes therapist i'll do them everyday SURE!! why not...it's NOT like i'm lazy ..haha)
ok more to come stay tuned
post by sneaker at 10:52 PM (x)
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
ok announcement ! -
elton john - I believe in love
dixie chicks - i believe in love
the darkness - i believe in a thing called love
tata young - i believe in love
so therefore i feel exactly the same way! YEs!!!!!!!!!
but.....
the darkness - love is only a feeling....
so......why the hell do i bother?
post by sneaker at 1:52 PM (x)
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
doooo beeee doooo i'm back with another post...been a while..din feel like typing anythin....privacy i guess..and now when nobodys gonna be viewing this blog again..i'm back...got no idea why i'm bloggin now...maybe i'm bored..or perhaps cos my body clock is in the ultimate screw up mode, been sleeping around 5-6am for the past few weeks..and waking up 4-5pm amazing huh? lunch @9pm dinner @ 3am...joggin @ 430 am i'm a freak..yay! haven been doing much lately.....mahjong....movies..d/ling music..Yay~! another 'hit' single from Britney Spears..'everytime' as if there isn't enuff soapy depressed people in the world...this song jus cuts them down and breaks them even more...i think haha..this is one depressing song man...i dunno bout the lyrics but the melody...puts one huge SIGHHHHHHHHHH into you man....*suicide mode* but there's always Mcfly - 5 colors in her hair to bring u back to the funky retro old rock mode...cool man..i'm a music critic...feels like i'm writing an article...anyways...i've got no plans..all my plans are on hold...due to a sorethroat and cough...no bedok 85 chicken wings.. FISH N CO calamari with lemon butter sauce....ooo the lemon butter sauce....i gotta excerise now.jog jog jog...diet...so i can enjoy the fooooddddd ooooooh ohhhhhhhhhh ohhhhh oHHHHHHHHHHHH YES YES YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wad am i doing now..lets tok bout some depth and character stuff..hmm.... i'm in a moodless state...feeling empty, hollow, dead, all becos of..........(*input name, event here*) boredom...ahhaha damn i'm crappy...hopefully i'll be able to entertain myself when i read this again later...argh i hate the bbq we had last week....totally killed the AWESOME plans i had...which is....eat n eat....fun ya? yaaaaaaaaaaa oh yeah i wanan bitch bout something.... SIP
damn sip skool committe...i got an sms to call Coldwell Bankers for an interview..i call....the dude in charge on vaction for a week or so...til 8th may...ok no problem call the skool they sent me another sms saying " Mr **** is on vacation call him when he back" damn ok the following part in from * to * is top secret and not suppose to be known to the skool...else i can't blame anyone ...hahaha * i called mr **** got interview on monday yay! 11am...boo..woke up on monday checked the time....1pm...oh boy i'm screwed haha...shldn'thave mahjong and supper on sunday...ok den called mr **** 3 times....3 missed calls...I"m SCREWED ...215pm he calls back.....so sorry i din make it...i wasn't feelin well and i kinda oevrslept", " no problems it's alright" * ok from here....skool is allowed to know -- " when's ur sip? middle of june arh....den i think no rush la..u call me back 1st week of june den we haf the interview den la ok? cos i think no rush wad hor middle of june...so u let me noe la ok? call me back june..ya ok? bye" i emailed the skool....telling them...wad if i fail the interview...den 1st week of june....i dun think there would be enuff time for me to look for another company..wad shld i do? nice of the skool to send me back an email saying ..." there's no need to call Coldwell anymore they won't be accepting any students for SIP this time " ....abig horray for me....considering i jus lost a attachment oppourtunity with a MNC....multinational corporation! ahhhhh den here i am...sittin here in my room....listening to music...typing , typing typing... i love pokka green tea....sigh..
post by sneaker at 3:57 PM (x)
Sunday, May 02, 2004
Tantric - Mourning
Is there something that you are trying to say
Don't hold back now
It's been a long time since I felt this way
So don't hold back now
I purposely forgot about
Loving anyone
Cause I'm the only one who has
Who has been stepped upon
Is there something that you are trying to say
Cause I can take it
Cause I grew up a man this way
And if I'm hurt I'll shake it
I'll crawl back into my cave
That's how I'll make it
Cause out of all this hurt we have
Beauty thus become
Beauty thus become
[Chorus:]
In the mourning I can see the sights
No wonder I could never keep you satisfied
In the mourning I can see inside
Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide
[Repeat]
Wishing all the best for you
And now I will say goodbye
Cause all the shit that we've been through
Put wisdom in my eyes
So walk away, don't turn around
Cause I won't be standing here
Cause all the lies that I've been living through
Are becoming very clear
And beauty thus become
[Chorus]
Then you conned me into thinking
That all I had was you
The small insinuations
Were cutting me through
Cutting me through
And now I stand alone here
Stronger than before
And I'll never go back
Never go back
Never go
post by sneaker at 3:58 PM (x)
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